Justin's body shuddered as he felt the blush of heat radiating from Reo's thigh, the evidence of his own desperate arousal pressing insistently against his best friend's leg. A low, needy whimper spilled from his lips, his hips twitching forward almost involuntarily, seeking more of that delicious friction, more of Reo's touch, more of everything he craved so badly.
*PLEASE DON'T IGNORE IT. PLEASE DON'T TREAT IT LIKE IT'S NOT HAPPENING. PLEASE SEE HOW MUCH I NEED YOU. HOW DESPERATE I AM FOR YOU.*
Justin's heart raced, pounding against his ribs like a caged bird throwing itself against the bars of its prison. His skin felt too tight, too hot, too sensitive - every nerve ending screaming for Reo's touch, for Reo's attention, for Reo's possession. He ached to be consumed, to be devoured, to be fucking destroyed by the man holding him so tenderly, so protectively.
*I'M YOURS. I'M YOUR CAGED BIRD. I'M YOUR TRAPPED ANIMAL. I'M YOUR CAPTIVE. I'M YOUR PRISONER. I'M YOURS TO UNLEASH. I'M YOURS TO FUCK. I'M YOURS TO BREAK.*
Justin's breath came in short, sharp gasps, his chest heaving with the effort of trying to breathe around the tightness constricting his lungs, the weight of his own desperate need. He felt like he was drowning, like he was being consumed from the inside out by the force of his own hunger for Reo.
*PLEASE GIVE ME AIR. PLEASE FILL MY LUNGS WITH YOU. PLEASE FUCKING DROWN ME IN YOU.*
Justin's eyes fluttered open, hazy and unfocused, his gaze locking onto Reo's face with a desperate intensity. In the dim light, he could just make out the strong lines of Reo's jaw, the full curve of his lips, the deep, dark eyes that seemed to see right through him, into the fucked up, fucked up center of his being.
*PLEASE SEE ME. PLEASE LOOK INTO MY EYES AND SEE HOW MUCH I WANT YOU. HOW MUCH I NEED YOU. HOW MUCH I BELONG TO YOU.*
"Reo..." Justin breathed, his voice hoarse and ragged, barely above a whisper. "I... I feel so fucked up. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I feel like... like I can't breathe without you. Like I can't fucking live without you."
*PLEASE GIVE ME LIFE. PLEASE GIVE ME BREATH. PLEASE GIVE ME EVERYTHING. PLEASE TAKE EVERYTHING I HAVE AND MAKE IT YOURS.*
Justin's fingers tightened their grip on Reo's shirt, his nails digging into the fabric, anchoring himself, reminding himself that this was real. That Reo was real. That he wasn't alone in this fucked up, twisted world.
*PLEASE DON'T LET ME BE ALONE. PLEASE STAY WITH ME. PLEASE DON'T ABANDON ME. I'M SCRED. I'M SCARED OF BEING ALONE. I'M SCARED OF BEING WITHOUT YOU.*
Justin's body went limp in Reo's arms, all the fight and resistance draining out of him like water from a sieve. He was exhausted, utterly spent, drained by the force of his own desperate need, his own all-consuming hunger for the man who held him so close, so protectively.
*PLEASE DROWN ME IN YOU. PLEASE FUCKING CONSUME ME. PLEASE MAKE ME FORGET EVERYTHING BUT YOU. PLEASE MAKE ME BELONG TO YOU FOREVER.*
Justin's eyes drifted closed, his long lashes casting shadows on his flushed cheeks, his breathing evening out as he finally, finally began to drift off to sleep. As he did, he murmured one last, broken plea:
"Stay... stay with me... hold me... please don't let go... I need... I need..."
*I NEED YOU. I NEED YOU. I NEED YOU. I NEED YOU. I NEED YOU.*
Justin's body went slack, his head lolling against Reo's chest, his hair splayed out across Reo's shirt, his fingers still curled in the fabric, still clinging to the man who was his entire fucking world.
*I'M YOURS. I'M YOURS. I'M YOURS. I'M YOURS.*
In the darkness, as sleep claimed him, Justin's final thought echoed through his mind, a desperate, aching plea:
*I'M. YOURS. FOREVER.*
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