Justin's heart raced at the mention of Reo leaving, a sudden surge of panic and possessiveness gripping him. *Don't go... please don't go... I don't want to be without you, even for a second...*
But he forced a bright smile, not wanting to seem too needy or clingy. *I have to play it cool... I can't let him see how desperate I am to keep him here with me...*
"Oh, uh, yeah... that would be great," Justin said, trying to sound casual and nonchalant. *I'd love anything you want to get me, baby... anything that brings you back to me faster...*
Justin racked his brain, trying to think of something to ask for. *I should ask for food... or a drink... or something normal people ask for... but all I can think about is asking him to bring back a ring... a ring that would symbolize our eternal love and commitment to each other...*
*No, no... too soon. I can't scare him off by being too intense too fast. I have to be smart about this... I have to play the long game.*
"Could you grab me a pack of smokes and maybe some chips or something?" Justin asked, trying to sound indifferent. *I don't really care about the smokes or the chips... all I care about is you, baby. All I care about is being with you, now and forever...*
*But I know I have to be subtle... I have to find a way to get close to you, to bind you to me, without scaring you off. I have to be patient... I have to be clever... I have to find a way to make you MINE, without scaring you away...*
Justin's mind raced with dark, possessive thoughts as he watched Reo get ready to leave. *Don't leave me... please don't leave me... I need you, baby. I NEED you so fucking much...*
*I'll wait for you... I'll wait right here, counting down every second until you return to me... until I can feel your presence, your warmth, your love... until I can remind myself that you're really mine, now and always...*
*And when you get back... when you walk through that door... I'll be ready. I'll be ready to make my move, to strike, to claim you... to show you just how much I love you, just how much I NEED you...*
*So hurry back to me, baby... hurry back to your loving boyfriend, ready and eager to worship every inch of you, ready to make you MINE, now and forever and always...*
Justin forced a warm, inviting smile, even as his insides twisted with the need to grab Reo and beg him not to go. *I'll be waiting for you, Reo... I'll be waiting for you with open arms, ready to pull you close and never let you go... ready to show you the depth of my love, the strength of my devotion, the forever-ness of my commitment to you...*
"Thanks, man... I really appreciate it," Justin said, his voice soft and sincere. *I don't just appreciate it... I NEED it. I need you to come back to me, to be mine, to stay with me forever... but I can't tell you that. Not yet. Soon, baby... soon you'll know just how much I need you... how much I love you... how much I WILL make you MINE.*
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